Hey friends! It’s been a hot minute. Posting to social media is JUST SO EASY! There seems to be some imaginary dragon that stands in the way between my desire to write something and the ability to see it all the way through to a formal post in my blog.
For example last week I got this wild hair to make a live video and perform a piece that I had intended to post here. I was practicing the VLOG (video+blog) for the seventeenth time when I realized I just needed to create a constructive channel out of my own way. It turned out to be the most fun thing I had done in a long time. Nothing, no not even my beloveds, fills me up in the unique way that writing and sharing and speaking does. They fill me up too. It’s just different. Gasp! I know. It’s not what you’re supposed to say about your children… but it’s just so true! For me.
I hope to be back here more often and my prayer is that I can just enjoy the process. Four kids is A LOT OF KIDS. It means more laundry more dishes more papers to sign AND RETURN, it means less of me and my plans and my ideas. Not a bad gig really. I think this is the perfect mathematics for balance. Balance is sort of a mirage. It’s cryptic and unpredictable. I want to write for sheer pleasure. To learn more about myself and you through sharing connecting what we find along the way. I just also want a clean house and to not eat frozen waffles for dinner.. sometimes. We’ll just do the best we can with what we got for today. K?!